I want a baby like this ;D

Guess who?

Baby Pampers Besar, Muhammad Fadzril Asyraf :)

I love you

Say "Hey" to Tumblr

Will rarely posting something. More to Tumblr :)

Tumblr

I signed up for tumblr and already have one :)

It's useless

Useless to regret. The past is past. Things happened. Go on with your life.

KLWMBC '09

I just got back home from the KLWMBC training. It was held at Stadium Bola Sepak Kuala Lumpur. Today was fun even in the morning, we have been scolded :( AHA, we tawaf-ed the whole stadium to know where is the holding area, toilet, and all. And we were doin' the rehearsal of the street parade. And yeah, I'm getting DARKER and DARKER. Oh shitt. HAHA. And me and Firdaus got Penang Free School, as our band to take care of on the street parade :)

And yeah people, I'm taking this opportunity to promote this event.

The Kuala Lumpur World Marching Band Competition is in its third consecutive year and this time it promises to be bigger and even louder than before.

This event will commence on the 12th till the 20th of December '09

15 Dec : Street Parade at Jalan Bukit Bintang

17 Dec : Drum Battle at Berjaya Times Square

19 Dec : Grand Finale at Stadium Bola Sepak Cheras

For this year, it will be FREE ADMISSION. So, do spare your time for us. Do come and lets enjoy the show to the fullest. It will be fun. All the bands won't let you down. Trust me :)

Don't forget to purchase the EXCLUSIVE T-SHIRT (while stocks last) to entitle your GRAND STAND PASSES for Preliminary 1 & 2 for RM60

And

purchase the EXCLUSIVE PROGRAM BOOK in order to entitle the GRAND FINAL SHOW COMPETITION GRAND STAND PASSES for RM100.

Get the passes now, hurry seats are limited! ;)

P/S: Don't forget to catch them on NTV7, 9 DEC at 9AM and Astro Awani on the 14th December at 9.30AM.

Here's the link of klwmbc's blogspot, klwmbc-pmp.blogspot.com. Check it out for more informations. And I've already link it anyways :)

P.S : Kak Eisz, done doing the things you asked me to do :)

I love you guys till death

I've not been blogging for quite sometime. So, here I am. Well, thanks Zarith Shazlyn for the latest post. Thanks for your support, bestie :)


Mama Hamim Satar wrote this at her blog :


"Riza, I know how much you're in love with Hamizan. And as much as I want to say, I know how it is to be in a long relationship and having it to end, I just can't. I've yet experienced it. But I can say that I know it's hard to let someone go. Baby, stop wasting your time working on a relationship when you know your heart is elsewhere. Go to where you know you belong and that's with Mizan. I don't know you well enough but it's killing me knowing that you're dying inside.

Mama loves you no matter what your decision is. But honey, make sure it suits you just fine.


xoxo!"


So yeah, Thanks to you too Mama. And, I love you too. Thanks to Amira Arina too. And also to Ayenn, Mizan's pet sister. You guys are just awesome. THANKS, THANKS and THANKS again for your support :) I can't imagine if you guys are not there for me to depend on. You guys know how I feel and how much I love him.


It's obvious that I'm now single again. Broke up with him. I'm sorry. I just can't lie to myself. And I've had enough of making you upset. If you still read my blog Ayi, I'm really sorry for everything. I didn't mean to hurt you, to play with your feelings. I hope you understand what I'm trying to explain here. You know, it's better for us not to go on with this relationship if my heart or your heart is not for each other anymore. If it was my fault, now I'm askin' you for an apology. I really hope that we wouldn't be enemies or strangers.


Mizan, I know you lie to me again. Already broken up with her? I don't think so. Hmm. I'm tired and sick of this but I just don't give up yet. With all the supports, I'll still try to hold on. Just for you. You know how much I love you. I hope you'll realise it, one fine day.

My Almost Lover

Bonjour perruches inséparables! It's Zarith Shazlyn yawww ! Kay, i know i know, i'm not Riza, that's pretty obvious. Haha but yeah , She's away due to some .. stuff. So I'll be blogging on behalf of her tonight, so please bare with me. Haha.

First off, I'd like to tell everybody what an awesome friend Riza is. She was there for me when I needed her the most and I'm really thankful for that. :)
And cause of that it saddens me to see Riza unhappy.
And I know there's only one cure to that frown, Hamizan.

Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry ?

Riza and Hamizan reminds me of those cute cliche' couples you see on tv. And I used to envy their relationship cause it reminds me of those everlasting like love kind of relationship. They're inseparable and they look good together.
And I know how much Mizan makes her happy. I've seen how happy she was whenever she was around him. She'd laugh like there's no end to it and smile like there's nothing that she loved more than just to be there with him.

I cried when I found out they broke up and they went their separate ways. I really did cry cause i've always loved seeing them together. They are really one of a kind couple .
They really know each other inside out and it's like.. oh you know, it's like they're really made for each other. Like their souls are connected no matter how hard and how far they try to push each other away.

And so I hereby would like to say that I want you two lovebirds to get back together ;/ I know you guys have been going through a lot of ups and downs throughout your 2 years of relationship , so you guys just wanna throw that away ? After all you guys have been through and the effort both of you has put in to make it that far. Don't throw it away for some guy and for some girl i know you both don't really have feelings for. I know I know who am I to say so ? But look me in the eye and tell me I'm wrong. Prove me wrong if you both don't love each anymore.

I know how it feels like . Having to walk away from something you never wanted to walk away from and somebody you love so much that it hurts saying goodbye. I know cause I'm going through the same thing and I don't want you guys to do the same mistake i've once did. I don't want you both to come to a stage whereby you guys are like plain strangers to each other. It hurts, trust me. It really does. Having to act like a stranger around someone you knew almost all your life . Having to stand beside that person and knowing that he/she's not yours to begin with.
It hurts, a lot. And I know you both can still pull it through if you guys just put aside your differences, your egoistic-ness and stuff and make it work.

I know how Riza feels right now and I know she's just bottling up her feelings inside when she knows sooner or later, she'll explode cause it's eating her up inside.
And babe, like I said to you, If it's meant to be, it's meant to be.
No matter how hard you try to fall for someone else, sooner or later, somehow there'll be that slight feeling of you longing to be back with the person you've once cherished most of your life with. The person you feel like you belong to. The heart you've once called home.

And I don't want Riza to have trouble sleeping every night, crying her heart out knowing that the person she really loves is someone she shouldn't have feelings for. Someone she really loves is with somebody else. I don't want her to walk around knowing that her heart is in the hands of the wrong person. That guilt sucks. And I don't want her to feel lonely and empty as ever without Mizan. And I dont want you guys to be just but a plain memory. I know that your love for each other is real.

And so guys, Get back together . If it makes you lot happy, then go. What are you waiting for? Go before it's too late. Go ! Go dance the night away at prom , Go kiss and tell the whole world ! Go watch the stars , go ! before you know you can't turn around to this anymore.
Go :)
Just give it one more shot and give your best try.

Phewww, felt like letting that whole mambo jumbo out. Haha. And I feel relieved now, like a huge burden is finally off my chest. I just want them to be together cause i know that's what love is all about. They didn't go through 2 years for nothing, no.
And i don't want them to be just like how me and somebody i've once knew are standing right now. Like a couple of strangers. Sometimes I've this longing of running into his arms and just cry or or hold his hand and never let go. I should have done that cause i know, i won't be able to do that anymore.
And sometimes I've this longing of calling him up, just to say I miss you, a lot.

Hmm, oh bubbles ! i just realised this is Riza's blog , why am I rambling about my thoughts. haha.
Before I end this, i shall quote ! heh (: I used to tell a wise boy this once, " Penguins. They say penguins when they finally have found their mate, they stick with them forever cause they know that that's their soul mate. "

I remember getting a plush toy penguin on my birthday because of this quote by somebody special. And to tell you the truth, I still sleep with it up until now. :S

And I can never seem to forget this quote. I love it a lot. It really means something to me. Hmm.
:')

Goodnight bloggers, and take care.
xoxo.